Future

Sometimes like now, I find myself at crossroads.

Some feathers of my present have flown for golden skies. It’s the end indeed. It’s over. Finished.

The gossip, the drama, the work, the exhaustion, the impatience, the frustration, the alcohol, the love, the hate, the defiance, the promiscuity, the clustered dreams… All of this is finished.

I realise that all what was my life for a year will soon be O V E R.

It will be different. Very soon. In a month actually. I will be burying the memories and glimpses of a year of lifetime.

I felt so much. I felt contempt, excitement, despair, tiredness, pain, love, hate, jealousy, pride… all of that and so much more.

I am afraid. I am scared of what will happen. What is yet to happen. I am jumping in the unknown. In another country, in another city, in another.

It took me a year, but I am glad I finally came to my senses. Because the most important thing in my life is yet to come.

~ by thegirlinroom95 on July 11, 2008.